.HUMILIATION NATION.

I had an embarassing moment awhileago in P.E. We had a drill wherein we will run to the end of the Covered Courts. I didn't know that when you reach the end, you're free to do what you want to. So when it was my turn, after reaching the end I still went back. Grr.. I was alone lang running to go back! The teacher was waving to stop na but I didn't mind him. When I reached the end, everyone was saying that I didn't need to go back. Ack. That, my friends, is what you call a blonde moment.

Happy Birthday Giano Raphael Deen Dionisio!!

.LAST SEASON?! SO WHAT?!.

My mom brought home with her four more hats for me!! Woohoo... 3/4 of the hats she gave me were trucker hats. Lots of people are saying that trucker hats are so last year but I still like them. I'm not really the kind of person who wears something just becuase it's as of the moment. I don't really like following trends. You shouldn't wear something just because it's of the fashion moment. You have to be yourself, find what looks good on you, and embrace it, even if it's not "in." Clothes have always given me the feeling that I can be whoever I feel like being on a particular day. Maybe today I'll get duded up like a Civil War soldier in ratty jeans and a military top, and tomorrow I'm a punk rocker in capris and Chucks. That's why I don't give away my clothes because it can always come in handy in whatever theme I'm going for. I don't really care if my clothes come from the 60's era or if it's the latest collection of Versace. I just wear what I want, when I want, where I want and how I want to wear it.

Here's a photo of the hats momsie dearest gave me:

clockwise: a cute sun hat, a powder blue polka dotted trucker cap, a magenta trucker cap with star logo and chains,an aqua blue trucker cap with chains

.SHOUT-OUT. [BULGARAN NA TOH]

Tuloy natin pagiging senti ko! This time hinde na love as in love pero love as a friend! This is gonna be about this best [bitch] friend I ever had na si Aaron. Many Ateneans know him as Aaron lang, pero I know him as the guy whom I share secrets with, the guy na andun pag malungkot ako, pag masaya ako...atbp. Of course, andyan ang occasional na pagaaway tsaka tampuhan pero ok lang! Pati siyempre di natin maalis ang imperfections diba! Actually, I don't really like tagging people as my bestfriend. Pero if I need to pick kung sino, si Aaron na talaga yun! Pati sa totoo lang, aware naman ako na hinde ako masiyado considered ni Aaron as a bestfriend. Pero ako, I consider him mine. Nagmeet lang kami nyan nung grade six, pero feel ko kilala ko na talaga yan! Hinde nya toh mababasa [baka..], pero mahal na mahal ko yang gagang yan eh! As in. I don't need an excuse kung bakit ko siya love. Like why do i love my mother? I love her because I love her. Siyempre, sinister sisters eh!! [kung ibang love iniisip mo..you are advised to leave because of your malicious thoughts] Pero minsan I tend to say stuff to him na makes him angry, pero sabi nga nila only a true friend can say if youv'e got a booger in your face. Ahaha... Here's a pic of ours:



* oo. i adress my friends as "bitch"...i don't mean to call them that. it's my term of endearment to them! so calling them bitch is actually nice. its like instead of saying "friend" i jst say "bitch".

.TROUBLE WITH LOVE IS.

I've been feeling really sentimental since Thursday so this entry will just be filled with sentimental crap. I've been loving this guy for four years already. That guy doesn't really think that I exist. Infact, that guy avoids me. Even though he does these things to me, I still keep on continuing to love him. People tell me that he ain't that cute. Infact, they think he's ugly. I actually kind off believe them but there's this something that I find in him that makes me love him. I really can't explain what that something is but I know that it exists. People tell me that I should move on but moving on is not about stoping to love someone, it's about learning to live without him. So I AM moving on. They tell me that I should also set him free. But he is free. I'm not. Should I really find someone else? Should I stop loving him? But it ain't that easy. It's not like "Ok..I don't love him already. Problem solved". What should I do? Am I that stupid to fall in love with someone and never get anything in return? I shouldn't really be bothered that I don't get anything in return. Infact, I should be contented already. I'm not saying this because I want to have a boyfriend or something. It's just that I'm so confused with me right now. I even thought of being a priest. I mean I don't have any hope in my love life anymore, why not offer myself to God? Lastly, since his birthday is coming up, my wish for him is that he soon finds a girl that will love him the way I do or even more.

*note: I know that you know who he is, I just don't want to name drop!

.ANOTHER LAYOUT NO ONE WOULD SEE.

Hey guys! I made another layout. As if anyone still reads this, so noone would see the layout I made. Ahaha... I'm just ever so in love that's why I made this layout! If ever your'e still one of the few people who visits my blog, please tag in my tagboard! Thanks...

.LOADED.

I just came back from school. Grabeh, raming homework!! School has barely started but we've got piles of homework already ahead of us! Baka pag formal lessons na talaga trak trak na homework namin! Haha.. Actually these homeworks are due Monday but I wanna do it already. As what they say, why put of something tomorrow when you can do it today? Anyway, I think my blog entries might be short na or there might be no blog entries at all! The monochromaticness of school has taken over and I don't think there's something to blog about na anyway. I'll just keep you updated if something out-of-the-ordinary happens!

.FIRST DAY FUNK.

It was my first day of school. Nothing to blog about really. Just check out my Multiply for some pictures! Yes, I treated my first day as a big social event and brought a cam and took pics! Hehe... Anywayz, I don't really like my class cuz I don't know anyone there except for Juno. But as what they say, what I think now will change in the future. I mean I'm gonna be with these people for 3 years! So I might as well make the most out of it. My teachers seem so nice though. Parang hinde sila masusungit! Hehe... Pero nagbigay na agad ng homework c Sir Lacson eh. Pero ok lang. There's gonna be MORE homework naman eh. I'll go end this post already. I have to look for the bibliography of Jose Rizal pa. Ciao!

.HARAJUKO.

My sistah and I yet again played dress up awhileago! Inspired by Gwen's song "Harajuko Girls", we tried to dress up in Tokyo style! We did the whole short shorts and layered top thing. The result was really cute. Take a peek at our photo shoot below and judge for yourself:

.I LUST CONVERSE.

My mom brought home with her some Converse goodies for me. She bought a high cut camoflauge sneakers and a stamped Converse cap. I soopah doopah love em both! Take a peek:



.TINKERBELLE FLEW AWAY.

Obviously, I have a new layout. And the theme is pretty obvious! I really don't know why I bother making new layouts since no one goes to my blog anymore so no one would actually see it. But I really do enjoy conceptualizing and thinking up of new ideas for new layouts. So even if no one gets to see it, the point is, I enjoy making layouts! Hehe..

.PERSONALITY TEST MANIA.

Your Hip-Hop BF is Mario!Your perfect hip-hop BF is the talented Mario. You're unjaded, happy-go-lucky and full of ambition - just like R&B newbie Mario! Whether you're makin' new friends at a party or spending a night on the couch braiding each other's hair, you and Mario would have a blast together.

You're Stuck Up!You're not afraid of stating exactly how you feel, even if you wind up hurting other people's feelings. You may have been spoiled when you were younger, and as a result, you expect only the best and are too concerned with material things. Next time you have the urge to express your negative attitude, write it in a diary. It's a great way get rid of bad energy and might help you realize what you need to change. Also, consider doing something positive like donating your time to a charity.

Your Shoe Style is Punk!
You're edgy when it comes to making fashion choices. You don't care about what's hot and what's not; you just dress the way YOU want to because you like to stand apart from the crowd. Converse slip-ons and sneakers are good choices for you because of their bright colors and funky patterns - peeps will definitely notice your feet when you step out in these!

Your Prom Style is Punk Rock!
You're bold, daring and love to stand out - but not in THAT way. Your adventurous attitude shows in your prom look, which is a style all your own. Mix and match a sassy dress with vivid accessories and shoes that have a punk edge to them.

You're a Feeler!Although you can work well with others, you really prefer to go it alone. Your idea of a great Sunday afternoon is having the house to yourself so you can work on your latest masterpiece. You're in touch with the world around you and how others are feeling so you are best suited for a job as a social worker, painter, writer or a job that will exhibit all your talents, like a kindergarten or pre-school teacher. Imagine a day of playing house and finger painting while moulding the minds of others. That's a pretty cool opportunity!

Your First Job is a BabysitterWelcome to the world of babysitting. This job suits you because you're a bit of a homebody who digs kids and staying up late. The perks of this job are playing with kids, getting paid to eat the neighbors' snacks and watch the neighbors' TV. The downers include a few bratty kids and no social life on Friday nights.

You're a Trend-Setter!You don't care what the magazines say, you're going to wear what you want, when you want. You're wearing the coolest duds before they even hit the runway in Milan - something other peeps may think is weird. Stick with your inventive style and there will never be a dull fashion moment at your school. Your next purchase will probably be something retro like a 70's parka from one of your fave used clothing shops!

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