.IT'S TIME TO HAVE MY SAY.

As you all know, I've haven't been online for a long time (one month to be excact). So when I got to be online, I did my usual check-on-the-things-to-be-checked ritual. I got to read my Chattebox for the first time since I was online. I only have one thing to say to those who posted: thanks for dropping by! I really find it amusing that you find joy in posting nasty comments at my Chatterbox! For someone you claim to loathe so much, talaga naman binabalik balikan niyo pa blog/Multiply ko! But seriously speaking, you really need to get a life. It's such a know fact already that people who tease someone so much are insecure of themseleves. Since they can't accept their own flaws, they find reassurance by teasing others. Kawawa naman kayo. Hindi niyo matanggap sarili niyo. Kainlangan niyo pa kong idamay. Sure, I have a million and one flaws but I've accepted them all already. It's time you accept yours. I'm not saying this for you to stop posting nasty comments in my Chatterbox. Kung gusto niyo, araw arawin niyo pa eh! Pero isipin niyo muna kung bakit nga ba kayo nagpopost dun. Kung nagpopost kayo dahil gusto niyong tigilan ko ang aking usual na ginagawa katulad ng pagpicture sa sarili ko, etc. etc. well sorry nalang kayo. I won't stop what I'm doing just for you people. Kung nagpopost kayo dahil gusto niyong ipamukha na pangit ako. OK. I get it: Ayaw niyo sakin kasi pangit ako. Big deal. Kung ayaw niyo sa mukha ko, wag nalang kayo tumingin! Lastly, may gusto pala kong sabihin. I want to thank you for hating me and thinking that I'm ugly. If you don't hate me, walang magmamahal sakin. Thank you so much for restoring the balance of my life.

Here are my replies:

gorgeous(05-12-14 09:30:23 58.69.37.81) : gorgeous?? wala ka pa sa kalingkingan ng kagandahan ni morato.. nandun cya sa taas.. ikaw ang nasa pinakababang level.. ikaw ang pinakapangit na bading na nakita ng mundo!
-K.

someone-na-inaway-mo(05-12-14 09:28:38 58.69.37.81): putang ina mo! tone deaf ka pa! pleasE! maawa ka sa music at fashion industry! wala kang kwenta.. oo nga "maganda" nga damit mo.. pero hnd matatago ng mga magagara mong damit ang tunay mong kapangitan
-ui! ikaw pala si gorgeous! bakit hindi mo sinabi!

nikki(05-12-08 15:23:50 58.69.36.73): cyempre pinagtatanggol ko c gelo kasi kasing pangit ko cya!! ano ba kayo!! napaka pangit naming dalawa! gelo's my friend.. ang napakapangit kong friend.. and i can say na ang ugly nga nya..
- alam mo, may tinatawag kasing IP address, sa susunod na magtatag ka alamin mo yun ha!

nikki( 05-11-29 14:44:44 202.81.183.41): dba sbi mo magpakilala... eh di eto na... i'm nikiki one of his closest friends in STC.. well, nakikita mo lng sya. pero ndi mo talaga sya nakakasama everyweek.. ay nako... tama na! tumigil nlng kayo!
- ito ang totoong nikki! kaya napaghahalatang fake yung isa eh..

nikki(05-11-29 14:31:59 202.81.183.41): btw gelo... i love the AP presentation pics.. ang cute niyo dun! :)
- thanks sis!

nikki(05-11-29 14:31:23 202.81.183.41): TRUE friends nga nman.. ang tunay na kaibigan hindi ka pipilitin sa bagay na gusto lng ng kaibigan mo for you..ay nga pala, feel ko kcng panget ng ugali mo ung mukha mo.. woman's instinct!
-thanks for backing me up, girl!

nikki(05-11-29 14:27:13 202.81.183.41): btw, walang mapapala ang pagtry mong pigilan ang "kabaliwan" as you would say..kc life niya 'to.. kung saan sya happy eh di go.. i'm happy for him whatever path he chooses for his OWN life..
-may point ka! salamat talaga na pinagtatanggol mo ko dito!!

morato(05-11-29 10:07:16 203.131.143.12): at ang dahilan ng pagpunta ko rito ay para itigil ang isang kabaliwan... ang kabaliwang maganda c gelo....
-ok

mikee(05-11-26 13:42:25 203.131.143.12) i'd be lying if i didn't say ur as ugly as hell...
- sino ba talaga toh? si morato o c mikee? make up your minds!

someone(05-11-27 03:43:24 202.81.182.36): gelo! nice blog! s0o0o pink!!!! wag kang maniwala sa mga sinabi nila... sino ba sila? eeewwww! yung mga ganyang pests hindi na dapat pinapansin sa mundo! inggit lng sila.. ayt? see u soon gurl!
-onga! tama ka diyan! i won't let those people turn me down. they can say whatever they want to!!

There you have it. I already said what I needed to. Kung ano gusto niyong gawin pagkatapos basahin toh, gawin niyo. Pwede niyong ipagpatuloy ang "mukha kang ebak" marathon sa Chatterbox. Basta kahit anong sabihin niyo, ok lang sakin. The people who are really close to me know the real me. That's already enough for me. I wouldn't let the opinion of someone I barely know affect me. Besides, you can't really win in the public eye. As long as I know that I still have my friends and family who supports me and loves me for who I am and what I ain't, I can already feel that I am the most beautiful person in the world. (kahit mukha man akong ebak!)

.I'VE MISSED THIS.

Ohmeigahd!! Namiss ko na toh! Ang tagal tagal ko nang hinde nagoonline!! Isang month na! I know I have a lot of things to talk about (the Chatterbox issue, Sportsfest, Ani Mo Ani Ko, Classnight, report card giving, tipsy moments, etc..etc..) but I don't really have the time. My phone line in my room is still broken. I'm just in Netopia right now doing my A.P. homework. I just did this post for the sake of blogging. Na miss ko na kasi talaga! 'Till next time. Toodles!!